Why do things keep happening the way they do?

I’m up. My mind constantly runs numerous ideas through my head. Ideas that never seem to ever leave my thoughts. Why is that?

I never show my emotions. I never say anything. I just… keep it all inside. It’s been like that for awhile now. And honestly, I don’t know what’s the matter with me at the moment.

I can’t sleep. I can’t rest. 

I feel like the smile I put out only blocks how I’m really feeling on the inside. Broken. I feel like things are going exactly to the way I planned them to. And  I’m struggling. With everything.

Physically. Mentally. Stress. Frustration. Life. Words that can only subtly comprehend my state of mind.

I can’t help but think that life constantly throws you curve balls. And sometimes, you just have no idea how to deal with it. I’m looking for answers. Yet, it’s so hard to find it.

Is this to be our fate? Always wondering where we’ll end up? Who we are meant to become? What we are meant to accomplish? I feel like I can’t even grasp my own ambitions and aspirations anymore. I’m missing my motivation.

But…

Maybe our lives are meant to be this way. Chaos. Yet, somehow everything falls into place again. Like the last missing puzzle piece. Like the times you realize this is where you’re mean to be.

Maybe it’s just me over-thinking. Maybe it’s just be venting. Or maybe, it’s just be searching for answers. And what I need.

I know I’ll find them. And I’ll be able to rest with ease.

Stay Hungry. Stay Humble.

Cheers to being 21! My first legal drink! :D

HAHAHA. These peeps. Thanks for the surprise! You’re the absolute best! :)

justdilla:

immapennguyen:

heyyitsraniel:

senorpacman:

pleading-eyes:

notxam:

chatterboxrose:

WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY PREVIEW 

I love today so much

I knew you’d come back to me someday. I never stopped believing in you.

Colin looks so old ):
I CAN’T WAIT

OMGOMGOMGOMG YAY!!

I don’t care if Drew isn’t the host anymore. I’m going to cry multiple tears of different emotions once it shows.

(via mikmaaac)

(via ohhaichristinee)

“It all made sense now. And from the vantage point of retrospect, all seemed necessary so he could be exactly where he was.

Happy.

We’ll all get there.”

No lie. This video was pretty sick. Great job WongFu.

Oooo. Fluff Ice!

Just a hilarious one. Grew this scruff out for Spirit Rally! Had to look the part for Main Skit! Now I could finally shave it! Hahaha. #smooth #nolongeranoldman #ilookyoungagain

NORMS. Steak. Hash browns. Eggs. Parmesan Garlic Fries. Pancakes. Full. #epicfoodcoma

Wow. The Panty Wetter Award. Thanks for gift Mariah! LOLOLOL. @chewtiful #TAN

Greeting from Lollicup! :P

You ask me to go to Confetti? I say dooooown! First time! @kimberlyxlim

FAT AND JUICY SANCS BURGER.

Frostbites. You jelly? :)